October again (2019)

That time of the year again... in some country, it's already fall, while some it's already winter.. here where I live.. always the same. Soon it'll be the holiday season nothing else to much to expect. Then after that, year end.

Has it become a routine?

Yet here I am, doing something else that I haven't done for the past few years. Incognito from the rest of the world while going on to different worlds, watching animes to be specific.. Awfully, I'm just lazing around doing nothing, while the world move on. Somehow it seems like the anime Erased, or rather it's intended title "The City where only I am missing."

Wish I have power like that.. to go back far away in time, to rewrite everything. But then again, I might lose things I never wanted lost. Though memories may prevail, things once precious to me may disappear once the past is altered. Then again, if the world is truly connected as in the film anime, You name, then I guess, one way or another I'd soon get it back.

It's unfortunate I was only able to do 74 posts and majority of which are from animes and films, and just a few are original story and poems, which I assume are a bit half baked.. But whatever, it's odd but it seems I like writing poems in many lines for two words each. As for the silly stories, I've little knowledge about the sea and still, I'm writing poorly made stories about pirating and sailings.

Now come to think of it, I always admired the sky back then, yet here I am writing about the sea. Something which I am less accustomed to. But what am I really accustomed to, anyway? I just write things about things I've heard, read or watched about. I've rather no first hand knowledge of a lot of things.

Grammars aren't my specialty, yet here I am writing stories about a silly old captain. Character analysis and creation, I'm doubtful, I hate making flaws, yet here I am exploring the sea life of a silly old firefly.

None of these have been routine since after schooling. Yet here I am, trying to once more go back. If there's still somewhere to go back to.

I want to write more review and character analysis but.. I'm afraid, is that how this blog should be? I wanted to post many things but right now these is what interests me most. Even though there are a few post that I seem to feel forced. I hate doing those.

I apologize if there are things that I've watched and yet I've not posted about it, it's either bland to me or I just have no clue of what to say. If it's the latter it may come in a day or few or never at all. I'm just somebody who's really lazy.

Also, whenever I look back at this little blog of mine.. I wonder, why I chose that title, Gaia's Reports, or did I posted it somewhere else?