Friday, June 13, 2008

FEU PS0512 #1 Tagalog

Isang aninong naglalakbay, masaya,
Ang laging maaaninag sa ngiti nya.
Kung saan magtatapos lang makikita,
Isang ngiting matamis at minsan kita.

Isang daang libo’t isang alaala,
Daan-daang luha ang pumatak, isa.
Isa sa daan, hindi malilimutan
Walang nakaraan ang dapat ‘di tanda

Isang anghel ang nasa harap ng dilim
Isang ba lamang anino? O baliktad?
Mga kayamanang inukit sa isip
Masaya o malungkot? Ito’y parami

Sa dulo ng kadiliman, kanyang kita
Liwanag na nakakapuksa sa dilim
Subalit iba siya sa ibang dilim
Ang liwanag ang kanyang tagapagbago

Wednesday, March 5, 2008

The Fallen Heart

Heartless the matyrdom of painless agonies

Candle lit of my heart will no more be ignited

The beating of my precious life shall no longer sound

The wings of my guardian angel stops and fall.

Forget this painful misery deject the tantalizing wounds foin in loving we will pain, but being heartless is the state of Divine Invincibility

Sunday, January 13, 2008

Love Forever - Burning Heart

I wake up with a dextrose on my hand and to find my self inside a room of a hospital, looking around I saw my precious beloved crying and weeping, I want to ask her but my mouth is numb, I want to touch her but my hand was numb, I want to tell I her but I got nothing to say, I can no longer speak, I can no longer breath, because I am now a living spirit.

I came to the park one evening to meet my love and have a dinner on a restaurant, I stand waiting for her, our meeting time is 10 PM but I came early to make our dinner special and very adoring. 9:45 PM came, all was at its almost perfect state and the only the only thing that is missing to make this night more beautiful is my love.

“Fifteen minutes till 10 and I hope my Helen will be happy with our date.”

The clock tower struck its bell ten time but I can’t see my loved, where is she? Where is my heart? I can feel a knife piercing deeper inside my heart, but I know patience, and I still waited. 10:15 PM came and there I saw her, late but never impure, beautiful but always forever. I run to her to kiss her hand, and also escort her to our special place.

While walking with her by side I felt an ecstasy of pure happiness, not lust, but I felt love, we came to the place I set lately and gladly we start our date, we talk much about our life, our difference, our similarities and other things. As time goes by I feel closer to Helen.

“John, I love this place, nice food, and nice serving. It cost you a lot” Helen said

“Thanks for the compliment, but all of this is only nothing compared to you..” I replied

The night went on, and my heart grew happy and I felt happier, alas it’s time to go home, I called a taxi and escorted my love to her house. Unto her door, a one last kiss to make my night very perfect, I got home with a divine smile on my face.

Getting ready to sleep I felt something trembling deep inside my glorious heart, feeling goose bumps I open the T.V. to watch something to cleanse my mind, browsing to channels I notice a show it interfere my browse and made me laugh, it was a cartoon, a favorite show of mine when I’m still a little child but then the most shocking news flash, a flash report interrupted my show, it was about a house burning near my place, I look outside the window and found out that it was Helen’s house.

I quickly get up and took wet clothes with me to help stop the fire, I went on to the house and there I saw Helen’s mother.

“Mrs. Felice where is Helen? Is she alright?”
“Oh my God, help us John, Helen is still inside please hurry save her.”

I took the clothes with me and wrap them around my body, I ram the door and easily I got in but upon my entrance burning pile of woods covered my only way out I quickly rush to every room to look for her, the first floor is burning and glad to notice that there are no living things below I rush to the last floor to search for her, I search and search but there we’re no one I could see, searching everywhere I saw a trap door with all my force I opened it and found out that it was a chamber metal and also a escape way, I shouted.

“Helen!!!”

Then I heard a small voice I shouted again.

“HELEN!!!”

Then I heard a much clearer reply

“I’m down here its safe here, the fire can’t burn this place and I can see a light near here faster.”

Then a light and irritating sound gets nearer to Helen. With no time to think I jump to the tunnel, grab her and ask her to hold on to my back I went back up the ladder of the trap door, a train pass by and it was gone now. Almost crushing her to death, good thing I came fast to save her. But all the adrenaline that I push on through ended, she slips out of my back and she fell, and with no more power to keep on standing I lost my grip on the ladder I fall to the ground.

I woke up with quite a pain on me, I thought it was all just a dream but it was truly reality, Lain on a bed, I smell the same essence I felt when every time I go to a hospital, I saw Helen sitting and crying beside my bed and holding my hand. Her hands felt warm but her tears are deeply agonizing I harden the grasp of my hand to let her feel that I’m also alive. I want to speak to tell her I love her but I felt that it was not my time to tell her that I love her but it was her time to tell that she loves me, she go close to me and kiss me on my lips. The agony of her tears inside my heart fades away and a smile was left on my face after removing her lips from me. And I said to Helen.

“I will never die because I know you need me, and I can’t die because you’re always with me, inside of me and inside my heart. I love you Helen.”

That very same time she hugs me, my body has not yet fully recovered but the pain fades every second I feel her besides me and loving me.

Friday, January 4, 2008

Angel’s Protection

In the scarred face of our dying world, no more will peace shall abide the rich and the poor because the line between the two is now gone and also the trust to each other. But their still some other who still cower underneath the dark for the fear of this great monstrosity.

Across them all bloody war was this dying woman who sat down thinking that nothing of great divinity would change the fate of her expiring life. Faceless ghost roam across the desert where this woman was resting, bloods running all around and all seems to be a clock work powered by a single fuel, money. Crying all her weep giving a chance of her life to make an eternal happiness, what’s worth living if all everything is no where to be seen and all are unknown and unfaithful.

An hour of final resting when a gun shot was fired and into the sky came a fearful scream of unknown reason, the roaming spirits stops, look, and panic and went running but all where put to an end when bloods of rain spurred from the sky and fill the dry desert with it’s foul smell and nightmare sight all is red and all is dead. The weaken woman started to regain all her lost energy and started running while searching for a good place to cower.

Left and Right all is raining, top and below all are dying no one is no more living and then came a dazzled child equipped with a wet red knife and cup full of blood.

Woman “Little child what are you planning to do with that?”

And the woman heard no reply seconds later the woman hears an eerie giggle coming from the face of the young boy, and with speed of lightning he points the knife and lunge toward the weaken woman. Feeling no more regret the fallen woman close her eyes and prays to God.

“Dear God I know that You’re still there and I know that You still can her my plead, after this willing death please grant me the paradise that I’m always dreaming, I became as faithful as I could but time changes me and turned me into something that I once hated, a none believer. Please forgive me of what I have done, please open the gates of heaven for me so that I could enter your kingdom, your promised land, and my paradise.”

And then she heard a flesh being torn and liquids spilled into the floor, the woman thought to her self and ask her self that if that is the feeling of being dead. But questioned why she didn’t felt any pain and finally she regain her guts and saw that she wasn’t the one who is stab, but it was someone else.

Woman “Who are you?”

And the man who was stab turn around and said something but without air and sound with his mouth.

Man “I’m just someone who loves you. I promise that I will sacrifice my self just for you.”

And then a strange light coming from the sky above and pour lightning of energy regeneration to the fallen woman and help her stand. On her feet she fled with fear from the battlefield and running away never alone for she can felt that an armor of pure protection is still with her in her heart, waiting for a danger to rose and save her again.