It's okay to hurt others, if that's the only way to save your soul. I know the consciousness inside your heart will keep on shouting of the misdeeds yoy've done but that's alright.
In a cruel world we live in, self kindness is kindness too. And unfortunately, for those who want to uphold self imposed virtues, we have to be unapologetic for ourselves.
We are souls too, a part of the universe we all are in. And even if you deny whatever this principle you hold dear, you do not have to shatter your heart in order to do so.
Save yourself. Be angry if you have to. Speak up if you feel your voice is weak, shout if you have to. Shout in all unmonotonous tone that you have. Have the world, the whole universe, that you exists! That you matter too. You know what's essential and that includes yourself.
You can be kind always but it is grave sin to be unkind to yourself, most of the time.
Don't compromise if you feel you'll regret it. It will hurt. It will really bad, probably not somewhere in your chest but everywhere else it will.
Please, please, please, save yourself. Don't deny yourself if you feel you're being overwhelmed. Don't push yourself over the edge. Don't lose yourself. You matter. You matter. You matter.
