The Blind seeing your heart...

I tried to speak but I can tell just a air without sounds that will tell you that I love you
I tried to hear but I can only hear is only the pure darkness inside the dawning eclipse of the underworld
I tried to feel but I can only touch the pain I'm feeling
I tried to love, but my heart is only set on one person. And that person is you...
I waited for an eternity, just to find another rising sun, but that sun never came.

Then I still waited for another sun to come, to guide me to you.
And instead of the sun to help me, to lunar moon is the one who help me
I then saw your face, but still felt sad. For all I know is that I'm seeing not the reality.
But it was all an illusion.
I then saw, the stellar glows wanted to show me my path.
But all I can see is just road, a road that will lead to void, and not to you
At last, the sun of divinity rose and showd me the path straight to you
But it was still useless, the path that the sun has shown is the path of danger.
I force my self to enter this peril.
But the result were always the same I always fail, then dismayed. The sun have set and my path is now turned to blurred.
Tears of wind went out of my weeping eyes.
Then I close my eye will my eyelid is on undertow.
I prayed to strengthen my faith, for the Almighty Holy and for this Undying love.
Then rays of light hit my close eyes, I open it and saw your hear glowing.

It glow like it never did. Feeling that I will became blind, instead:
I saw that I lost my fear, my weakness strip, and my love grows.
Feeling that I can now overcome my problem, I walk in straight, facing my problems finding conclusions and proceed to walk.

I feel like I'm invincible that my heart is my guide to victory and to you.
Then I stop, to shout, so that you could hear me.
"Wait me, I'm coming for you. Just let your heart be my guide, and my faith will always grow stronger... And one more thing... From the beginning that I have met you, I've always wanted to say to you that... I LOVE YOU!!!"

Heart of the Fallen

I tied my heart to the bottom of the sea for you not to see
But the curreny Untied It, just for you to see
I threw my heart in the sky and beyond
But it came back, like a burning meteor that keep on burning for you to see
I spilled HCl on my heart
But my blood spelled your name
I remove my heart and throw it into darkness
But you came and you gave your heart to me.

I then saw you wept for being lonely
I came to you to be your heart, your light
You smiled and hug my
I then notice that you still have your heart
And you told me
"I found your heart in the underworld of hades, I traded it in exchange that I will be curse by weeping and will feel only sadness. But you broke that spell, that I were lock into. I therefore owe you."
A tear fell out of my eyes. And a smile appear in my face. And said
"Repay it, by still loving me"

For ********- who took my heart.

Guns replace the sword which I use to protect you
Returned love never come true
Impenetrable heart pierce by moment you leave me all alone
Enigma of the past, once recalled to see your smile and eyes
Fun never come, without you by my side
answered question never come, why you leave me alone? will you return? will you still love me?
nimble time of the past,present and future. I'll bet my soul, just to see my love smile and never will tear
dreary winter stay with me to keep me warm and never take place be side my heart for you will break it apart
Tear my body oh piercing wind, but remember that you dismembered the body but the soul still lives
End my spirit, sytche of death but my heart will always stay invincble to the most dreary dread
Abrassion will I feel when you be cut by a sword of broad.
Rended my heart if you tear with sad, but remember when I stay by your side
Sealed in my heart the promise that is never done, but will keep on pumping.

The Unmatchable Dreams

Merrier I felt, on the days. I can see your face
Anger felt, loss in the smile you put in my face
King cannot match the time You were by my side
Utter emotion felt, for you
Bested my feeling to move on forward
Everything I have is not equal to the thing you gave me
Xenophile you are, for I'm only stranger whom you love.

"I admire people who is satisfied to the little things they have, the people who have a dream and purpose and those people that love to live another day"

Mortal Love

A mortal relies on his undisputed hopes and willful faith. He always live another day for he has known his purpose to go on. What a despite to me for I never have hopes to dream of, I have faith but only for protection, and all I know is that my life has no purpose at all. I only live to wait for my dismiss. But them you came, I only thought that you were just a passersby until the time you have shown me kindness, care and love. Every time you were with me I always felt my heart in agony as if it wants to control me and say something. I endure this unbearable pain, for many days I felt that it is changing into something else, and one day came, you’ve gone away. A joy of sadness I felt. I can’t imagine why is it that I’m sad, if succeeded in enduring my heart. Suddenly I felt bloods of tear falling out of my vision, I loss my mind because of thinking about you. I loss the purpose, that encourages my life to move forward.

As I sleep being a fallen, I dreamt of mourning to my failed life. I cried thinking of what I’ve done. Then I woke up to find a not besides me:

Jack, I know that you want me to go
away. Well, sorry to tell, my heart is
really destined to be with you forever.
And if I go away I’ll find my self feeling
down. Just remember that I’ll always be
by your side…

Your Lover,
Destiny

As I read the not I notice that tears is falling from my eye. I now again remember my dreams, my purpose and my destiny. Now I have my purpose back, my sight is now cleared and my heart stats to live again/ Then I created a note for you to read:

Thank you for returning, I want you to know that
Its not only you that felt low when you’re leaving.
For I too have regretted my success of enduring the
secret love I have for you. Thank you for loving me.
I have one more to say,
“I would want you to remember that the love you gave me
is never wasted and I know now I too love you much.”

But sadly I lost it. Well, words from mouth are sweeter than the words in a letter. Hoping for a greater smile to wear tomorrow. I sleep soundly with angels of good, and will never be sorrow. Today and so, I now feel being a mortal with hopes, dreams, purpose and love.

Breath of a Dying Man

I open my eyes and saw the omnipotent rays of the sun of helios, arousing my mind's eternal chaos. I've seen a face of pure beauty. I followed it where ever this maiden go, I stop and to see, what my maiden is resting, to my amaze she was a princess she lives at a den of a castle. As I walk pass the gate, guards of pure brute and strength tried to stop me from continuing my toil in the hall of royalty. I lift up my cutlass, to strike back and to put and end to my tangled heart. There were many of them, and I am alone, the odds of triumph has sided with the majority, but I didn't let that take me away from my maiden. I ram to my oppenents and strike fear to their eye but my chakara were only limited, at its end I roar aloud to scare my opponent, but my body is so tired. I fall to the ground. I woke up and saw nothing but pure darkness, I have sin, I'm wrong, I am hopeless. But hope never fade, I were jailed for five long years. And thought, that in that chamber of of darkness, where I've been lock away, starts my purification, my atonement and my self control. Walking out the hallways of royalty, I saw light at the gates of heaven. I felt that my face just smiled and my eyes have some tear drop in it. Then I walk away. From the Castle of Royalty, knowing nothing in the outside, I return to my home, but found nothing. Everything is all gone, my neighbor and my friends all gone. Nothing is left, except some dust, ashes, war loots and some corpses. I cried, for nothing is left for me to go back, Hope have given my joy and now it take away all of my pride. While the midnight ripper is tearing the skies color, I heard some loud scream coming from the castle where my love reside, I rush there to see what is happening. To my dismay, bandits took my maiden and is showing no mercy to my loves royal emblem, I tried to go after them but more people needs help, I ran to help the people and after three days of none stop rescue to the helpless comoners, the fire has ended and peace at last came back. But the royal family is still missing its heir. They hired many mercenaries to rescue the princess but all of them didn't came back and some come back with a failure in their heart. I take my cutlass and go on a journey with out the king's blessing for I believe his blessing is inferior with my hearts luck and charm.

I return to my once called home and still found nothing, I then look for some items to loot. I saw many useful things , helmets, armor, and shields. I pick out the most sturdy of them to help me fight alone with this problem of mine. Then I rended my Cotton Shirt and put some bloods on it. And leave my past behind and never to be bothered again.

I started my journey in the Cave of the Parallel Dimension, there were many inhuman creatures that live there. So scary that one would dare not to go inside, but I were born to destroy fear. I set my first foot inside the cave and saw nothing but different kinds of mineral, thinking why people are scarced to go inside, then in the middle of the passage I saw a glow at the other end, thinking it is the exit of this unharm place, but no. It was a den of the Bandit that took away my love. But there I also saw a Darkness dragon thinking how to get pass that dragon. Then again my heart, got the control of me. I attack recklessly to the mighty dragon and with no ease cut its massive head off. The guards went alarm of what they will face, then they have spotted me but. I was in my adrenaline rush, I ram to them using my shield and all of them fall. Drop it and lift up my cutlass and start killing all of them, then at the near end, the darkness king finally arrive to put an end to this racket i've been causing. I'm back to me self with a pure rage in my heart, I rush to him, but he is build for speed kill. He quickly evaded my lunge. He then vanish and appeared behind me. And with one second delay he gave me a sleep blow at my back. I felt the hard hit that strike me, but suddenly I felt dizzy and lost consiousness. Waking up and found myself again in darkness with nothing to do, chain and lock away in my cell. Feeling nothing but discouragement, I heard a sudden laugh at the other end of the door. Open my eyes and saw my love with the evil man. With rage I couldn't calm my self. I became angrier and angrier. Feeling that my strength has just came to help me in this situation, but its no use. I felt to dismay, I came all here leaving my past behind and see nothing but hatred, hope left me behind. And destiny took away my fate of loving. I then felt something inside me, it was my inner beast that where always inside me never been release, the beast is always hiding in my heart and that beast were the one that is controlling me all along. I use all my force to remove all the lock that were chained in me, then I slam the door to open it. The guards heard and sounded the alarm, the sound made me more angrier for it reminded me of what happen to my past, I then felt my fist in burning fury, and would want justice to be serve. I crush the skulls of those who stop me. Then I take a sword from one of the corpses, I rush to the kings room and find the two traitors, the traitor beside the bandit. I then charge to them furiuosly but the bandit were so clever and place the maiden in place of him. I killed my once called love. Now my angry grows furiuosly, I then launch another lunge to my Omnipotent foe, my anger force me to become more faster and more powerful with that, I killed and rend the Bandits body. Seeing that all of them now died, I then felt my body falling from the many energy that I use up, and I felt my breathing harder and harder and suddenly, I lost sight, and then my heart pumps no more. And my body fell to the ground. Thinking nothing is left to go back, I travelled to go on to the next chapter of my life, to the other side. And then all of the guards saw only two breathless bodies and ashes of darkness... I then saw my body, in my new form as a soul, being taken away by a valkyrie. Then look up and thinking of what lies ahead.

“Fear over the Ominous, turns Upside Down”

I stand here, a fallen warrior. A spear I own.
With this halberd, lie my fate and my destiny.
Then I start to wander in this forgotten town,
Strolling for what lies ahead of my agony.

Searching for my paradise, where I live and die
Reviving my lost past, I walk here all alone
Waiting for my end, mercy come and bid good bye
A nightmare of the grim reaper, walks mine atone

I release my spear, to counter my fear of death,
Release it and let the wind take my fate away.
With it, my destiny held the life, I regret,
I underestimated my opponent, I miss on my dismay.

I then take my sword, but my mind tried to stop me,
Cause I know, that I will still lose in the near end.
Drop my sword, and remembered an old folk’s saying,
In every defeat there’s one last hope, Faith, in Rend.

Rushing to the Nightmare, I felt that my fist is in burning fury
I pierce to his body, and leave, farewell. Good Bye.

The Ship of a Fallen Wanderer Continuation V.o.1.

Then later on I found my body wrapped in bondage, lay flat on a soft bed. I tried to sit up but my body is not responding to what I want them to do. So I just close my eyes and let destiny play with my fate. I then again open my eyes to look and to see where I am now. I found out theres still people on this land, I was in a room. But suddenly while I were emptying my curiousity I heard something coming from the other side of the door. I disguise my self as I fake my sleep. Then I hear knocks on the door and a voice saying, "Sir, are you okay now, cause your friend would want to know if your doing fine and she said that she will be waiting for you. She left me a letter and leave her steed behind so that you could ride it. So I look at the ceiling to think of what this person looks like, what does she want from and why did she save me. Then I get up, feeling psyche up and ready to take on the world, so energy flowing in my veins I try some warm up to make me a little bit stronger^^. Then I got dress and walk out my room. Went down and ask the inn owner "Sir how much I owe you?" and he replied "Nothing, your friend paid all of the expenses for you to regain strength fast and be cared more in this inn." He added "By the way sir here is the letter and your mighty steed waits outside, my comrades tried to put it on the stable but they we're all injured of what this mighty horse can do."

I set foot on the ground where my journey begins. And on my amaze I saw it again a divine creature, Sleipnir is my horse. I tried to comfort him and to let it know that I we're his master and I will take a good care to him, but then again, the steed has not yet learn to control his power under his master and me that has yet to learn the cavalier mastery.I try and try again but every thing that I did is always the same, I failed. To my sorrow, I just let the mighty steed be there and went on my journey. I then remember the letter, I open it and saw a letter, a map and a dust powder. In the letter it says that if I let gust of wind blow it away, a servant would help me, and the map which is torn to half. Then feeling the wind around me, but there is nothing here only the burning flare of the aged sun. I then thought of what must I do to find wind, I look up and saw strong winds blewing gust of high pressure air on a flying bird. And then said to my self, I must go to the highest cliff in this desert. I then tried my skills to control the winged horse, but all I can do is fail, and with thaat failure lead me into one thing. And that this is for me to climb that place on my own, I started climb that high mountain, but I always slip and fall hard to the ground, but my mind is only set to one thing so I did my best to climb it and at last, I over it, I did what it said on the letter, I throw the dust in the versatile current of the wind, then on my suprise a big explosion occure and I was thrown away from the cliff, thinking that hope is all gone. I then felt I'm floating, and saw my steed at last at my command, and the big flash on the top of the mountain, glows weaker and the ray is all gone and all is left were smoke, the smoke were easily remove by the strong winds. And saw a Bow and on top of it is a glowing fairy, I take it away and told my steed to go to where I point my hand, I then look into my map and saw it that mount Olympus is far from where I am, I then said " To mount Olympus here we come"

Reign with faith On Christ and be bang by the overwhelming power

Besiege the beauty of knowledge while you still can
Anguish the fear over knowledge and you will see true wisdom
Never kneel down submisively to power but seek it as it is seeking you
Gain no glory instead gain honor
Utter the chaos and confusion in our mind and change it into a wisdom of faith
Glimpse at the past and you might see the hand of future.

Reign over your terror face your past and free yourself from fear
Enigma will start to grow, but the mind will destroy it and thus finding a new solution
Impossible matters never collide in the way, where our mind set its line of sight
Gambling with fate, luck will stay and your destiny is raise
Never too humble, but will never start a rumble
Angels tear, blood of Darkness, The mixture of science.

Chakra not in the body but in the heart, soul and, mind
Hear me, as I say this, for t'was the last thing I would say
Remeber the forgotten past of the unending tomorrows pursuit to freedom and victory
Insert the enigma of life and give back the solution of our life
See me no more, for I will fade. But remember me more
Till the end of time come, our insignia will never be forgotten
Inner soul of a mascian will never be change
Never been change, from the beginning till the end
End me now, but I am still a Mascian

The Ship of a Fallen Wanderer

Inthe crossfire of the HELL HOUNDS I started to proceed catiously on the land of chaos and stop every now and then to look around, if anything is still on my same level over the ground. On my analytical glance I saw a Super natural being and I thouight of a forgotten past about an Eight Legged Horse name Sleipnir. So I ran to it for me to catch it and mount on it. but as I run the Heavenly creature seems to be more further away from my place, so I stop to catch my breath. I felt heart aches as it vigorously pump, then it become worse, a fallen hero of the GunSlinger Guild is haunted by the soul of its vengence past, it slowly rise and aim his six shooter at me, I tried to regain strength to evade his mind bullets but I my body seems to be so tired that it will fall hard with ease. Then I couldn't stand it anymore so I fall to the ground, and the last thing that I heard is a loud painful roar and a sound of a gun.

Then I got a clear flash back of my unforgotten past, I once again saw that angelic face of yours, that divine voince when you speak and your eyes that will freeze the blazing heat of the sun and will even stop the time. Then I heard a voice saying " Get up, pull your self together... We're in a war here so don't sleep anywhere you want to.. hey are you okay?" The I tried to open my eyes but I fail my body was so weak and tired, but then I again I know I can do it, with so many hardship to open my eyes, at last it finally responded my vision saw light again and I saw an angel looking at me and lifting me on her steed of nobility, even though my sight is somehow blurred I can tell that I'm in good hands and then I proceed on my deep slumber.

Walking Besides Death, Love and Apocalypse.

"As I walk in this valley towards Apocalypse"

My mind speaks of you, my hears want to have a final glimpse of your face.
The yesterdays we have our laughter engulf our misery, our love cease our hunger, and you heal my pains of suffering. I therefore thank you that I have met you, but I now only said it when your already gone, what a fool I am to love you.
As I continue my venture in the tides of my end, I saw something, I saw the light, the light of tomorrow, the tomorrow of my hope and the hope of my love and faith.

I question my self must I love again for I have seen another or must I end my life submissively for you. Thus I stop on my journey to cease this chaos in my mind. During my hardness to stop this nuisance in my mind, I fall asleep in my deep sleep I have dream,its about a light orb that keep saying " Go On, Let Past be ended and the Future be born" and the light orb glows brighter and brighter until I can only see white after that I heard someone say "But never let past be forgotten" then I woke up, and I found my self in darkness again laying down in the grass of oblivion, I sit up and I now saw two path in front of me, the first one is the path of light and the second one is my own my, the path to nothingness. I felt my self that something tells me to leave the past behind and hope for a better future.

I made up my mind, now I will go to see my tomorrow as a ne bright to my life, then I walk to the blinding light. But as I'm about to go closer to the light, I heard a screech not far from me, coming behind me and it get louder. I look around and saw three ungod beings they were FEARE, DEATH and SUFFERING.

I stop suddenly to to think what is this creature after. Then I remember something in my past, that this three beings were the ones that tried to stop me and my love one to be together but they failed and now they are seeking revenge. I tried to run faster but therer aura is engulfing my surrrounding and then I fall to y knees and said I can no longer go far, then I lost consiousness. I have dream again in that dream I saw that the three nightmares fades when the light flash. Continuing on my dream I heard someone said " Get, I'm waiting for you on the other side" the voice is said gently, and it look likes in is from an Angel, that in every word she says I regain my strength to fight and it said again "If ever you still got you legs stand up and walk forward, but if they were weakien I would gladly be by your side and help you move forward".

So I started to move my feet, anle and thigh to see if they could still move and to my suprise they respond by moving so I touch the ground with my palm to support nad help me stand up and after that, I open my eyes and see that I'm standing not far from the light, so I run to the light, the light was blinding that I close my eyes as I run and then I open my sight and saw you again in a form of another maiden. Then she run to me and hug me tight, and I also hug her to say

"I miss you..."