Wednesday, October 2, 2019

Tragedy of Yuno, Sato, Miu

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Aht6oY7dY00

When this random song played in my phone, somehow it reminded me of some of the Yandere girl in the animes I've watched. Namely, Yuno Gasai in Future Diary, Sato Matsuzaka of Happy Sugar Life and Miu Asakura of Book Girl.

The song is light, lovely and cheerful. Yet why do I remember these lovely maidens?

Sato Matsuzaka lead a tragic life. She finds no interest in the monotonous life she is living in. Until one day she came across Shio Kobe, a much much younger little girl. After that, her monotonous life had changed. She cared much for the little girl and had found happiness in the shape of little Shio Kobe.

It's quite disturbing watching the whole series and yet beautifully. She had no sexual interest to the little girl and yet she wants to protect her most. More like a loving mother, she'll be able to do anything just so to keep her safe and happy. Odd enough, one of these precaution to safety was to keeping the little girl inside her apartment.

In a logical point of view, she is abducting as well as illegally detaining the little girl. But it isn't actually. The little girl was happy and is only sad while she waits for Sato to come back home.

Other than that precaution, Sato is ready to kill, have killed, for her love for the little Shio. Even so far as to kill her own best friend who's misplaced kindness lead the two from moving to another place.

First and foremost though, Sato Matsuzaka and Shio Kobe are in love with each other. Even so far as to get themselves both to commit suicide if they both were to end up separated. This is a plan of Shio Kobe, the little girl, might you ask.

About Yuno Gasai of the First World, she also lead a quite disturbing tragic life. Her parents wants most out of her that often times she makes mistake, she gets caged up. Most of the time she would be locked up with nothing to eat. It was when Yukitero Amano came that somehow changed her tragic life to a hopeful one, or rather a hoping life.

It was tragic when she won the game in the first world that she realized, even though she is given powers of god, she couldn't save the one she loved. She thought that if she won the game, survive it all, became a god, she may resurrect Yukitero Amano of the First World. Unfortunately, she couldn't. Though she became a god, she couldn't save Yukitero.

She up and joined the game in the Second World, ultimately killing Yuno Gasai of the Second World and replacing her.

Once she joined the game, she carried on with the flow with more or less deviaton from the original first world and all she could to protect and let Yukitero Amano of the Second World win the game.

She is able to fight as well as kill the different competitors in the survival game. And even if she knew Yukitero's flaws and lies, she accepted them. All for him just to either win the game or just for a bit longer, for her to stay by his side.

The time when she went and detained Yukitero showed how much she'd do for her love to live on. Even if it cage him, she'll do it. Unfortunately, Yukitero wasn't happy about this. But that's just that. That's just the sole moment that Yuno showed how she really wanted to keep Yukitero live. That's how she loves him.

Even if there are more times that Yukitero have betrayed, Yuno of all that, forgave him.

In the end, when the two were alone at last and the final two competitors in the game. She wanted him to kill her and when he doesn't want to, she made up her mind. She must kill him in order to go to the next world, find that Yukitero of the Third World and with a few deviation, still stay with him.

Somehow, that's what she just wanted to do, she wants to stay with him forever. Even if it takes to loop over and over again the same shit. She'd do it over an eternity.

Odd enough, it's when Yukitero Amano of the Second World, truly woke Yuno Gasai of the First World of the certain reality and the true love he felt for her is when she gave herself to him. She committed suicide while having her last memory with him. She was most happy when she died.

Unfortunately it was Yukitero Amano of the Second World that was mostly devastated. He forgave her, accepted all of her, truly love her, became a god but would not be able to bring back the Yuno he loved. If have the power to come to the third world but denied this thought, if he truly loves her, he mustn't do what he knew is wrong as to what Yuno Gasai of the First World have done.

For thousand years he contemplated. His little assistant, Murmur of the Second World asks him to make something, to which he responds, "there's no reason to create if the Yuno I love is no more," or something like that. A god without a will to make. Unfortunate and yet beautiful at the same time.

Lastly, Miu Asakura of Bungaku Shoujo (Book Girl), her tragedy are two things. For one, the home she lives in is full of sadness and misfortune. Her parents would often fight and even though she is loved by them, seeing them fight and argue lead her to hate them. The only person who saved her from her family was Konoha Inoue.

He would play with her and often time chat her. It was because of him that she liked to tell stories. It's unfortunate but she wasn't able to make her own stories, instead she would like and tell him stories from other author and tells it her own. Konoha would be amaze every time as he was a child back then.

The second tragedy of her life happened when she up and went bragged that she would submit a story and win a contest. Konoha supported her all the while also submitting a story. Unfortunately, it was Konoha who won the contest.

Miu resented Konoha for this. She felt betrayed. He wanted her to win but how could he win himself? She attempted suicide for this to which somehow devastated Konoha into no longer writing. It was for revenge, right? But odd enough, she still have feelings for him.

Upon getting in contact with Konoha after their time apart, somehow she wanted him to be with her. She wanted to keep him all to herself. But it was short lived when Konoha found out that she hated him. And so he left him, it was also her wish. She has  a really contradicting mindset though. Even though she doesn't want to see him, she would get excited to see if her next visitor was Konoha.

When she couldn't handle anymore, she decided to commit another suicide but not alone. She want to have Konoha die with her. She still have control over him. But before they could die together, the two were stopped by Tohko Amano, the literature girl. It somehow wake Konoha up from what they were about to do. Before Miu could jump on her own, Konoha stopped her.

Unfortunately, it didn't wake Miu up. When they got down and walked the streets. Miu jumped in front of a moving car. She really wanted to kill herself. Fortunately, she didn't die. But she pretended to have a traumatic experience and acted like her childish self. On which controlled Konoha more. She made sure that he will feel more at fault, acted it this way and so keeping Konoha more to her.

The only thing that wake her up and made her realized her fault was when Tohko thoroughly explained the story submission of Konoha as well the choice of his pen name.

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Here's a link to the lyrics of the song:
http://www.beelyrics.com/l/loving-caliber/you-set-my-world-on-fire.html

I haven't yet heard the original music but the link I found was what made me feel warm, happy and also what reminded of these beautiful maidens.

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