Failing to Forget

I want to forget the memories we’ve done in the past,
For I can pleasure on the pain and agony of my sacred heart
It feels like an arrow of deep penetration fierce my living flesh
And into my bone straight to my heart, it hurts and it pains

I want to forget the love that I gave when we’re still together
For it mocks my hatred and wakes my anger to keep living
It let me immortal and no mercy for every anguish
And makes me invincible and agile for I have no more to protect

I want to forget every dream of you that I have
For only I feel fear and nightmare on every sleep that I have
It dazzle me to sleep every slumber midnight I come upon
And it always stress my body for I stench in the odor of you

I don’t love you from corners and bottom of my dear heart
I want to forget you in my heart and inside my mind
I want to forget, I want to forget
But something keep me from forgetting you

I wish to remove this disease that I dread,
But it was my loving heart that makes you an angel in my oh so dear sights