Mortal Love

A mortal relies on his undisputed hopes and willful faith. He always live another day for he has known his purpose to go on. What a despite to me for I never have hopes to dream of, I have faith but only for protection, and all I know is that my life has no purpose at all. I only live to wait for my dismiss. But them you came, I only thought that you were just a passersby until the time you have shown me kindness, care and love. Every time you were with me I always felt my heart in agony as if it wants to control me and say something. I endure this unbearable pain, for many days I felt that it is changing into something else, and one day came, you’ve gone away. A joy of sadness I felt. I can’t imagine why is it that I’m sad, if succeeded in enduring my heart. Suddenly I felt bloods of tear falling out of my vision, I loss my mind because of thinking about you. I loss the purpose, that encourages my life to move forward.

As I sleep being a fallen, I dreamt of mourning to my failed life. I cried thinking of what I’ve done. Then I woke up to find a not besides me:

Jack, I know that you want me to go
away. Well, sorry to tell, my heart is
really destined to be with you forever.
And if I go away I’ll find my self feeling
down. Just remember that I’ll always be
by your side…

Your Lover,
Destiny

As I read the not I notice that tears is falling from my eye. I now again remember my dreams, my purpose and my destiny. Now I have my purpose back, my sight is now cleared and my heart stats to live again/ Then I created a note for you to read:

Thank you for returning, I want you to know that
Its not only you that felt low when you’re leaving.
For I too have regretted my success of enduring the
secret love I have for you. Thank you for loving me.
I have one more to say,
“I would want you to remember that the love you gave me
is never wasted and I know now I too love you much.”

But sadly I lost it. Well, words from mouth are sweeter than the words in a letter. Hoping for a greater smile to wear tomorrow. I sleep soundly with angels of good, and will never be sorrow. Today and so, I now feel being a mortal with hopes, dreams, purpose and love.