The Forgotten

As I were passing by the corridor, I walk with dignity on my left chest, a smile on my lower head, and a heart full of endless honors. Memory of mine came rushing to my soul when I once again saw her, my thought came asking

"Is this the last time I will see her?"

"Is she happier without me?"

"Is she always smiling?"

"Does she still know me?"

"Will I ever be wuth here again?"

and

"Must I still love her?"

And many more for many times in my past she would always

^Cheer me when I'm down^

^Smile with me if i'm happy^

^Catch my tear, when I cry^

^Fix my heart, when it breaks^

^Be there, when I'm alone^

and

^Love me as I Love her^

As I walk closer, she is busy

As I walk away, she ignores me

Is this what she become, or did I change making her further away from me

Must I quit schooling to end this tear on my hear

Must I study harder to earn her attention

All I know now is she is more important than me...

I am no one to her now,

I am like a breezw, in one year I become with her to make her laugh and after that it fade away

As I were talking to a friend so dear to me

"Hey, are you still happy in your life" I ask

"Why yes I am" He said

As we were talking she came to us and have a fast chat with my friend...

Without even saying something to me

Then in my thought it came:

"Must I talk to her"

"Must I tell her, I love you"

"Should I leave her, because she is more happier now, not back then"

Then I saw her again with someone, then my friend told me "Do you know those to are now married"

My heart breaks to pieces after I heard that sentence.

But all I know she is now happy and I'm happy for that^^

This heart of mine that breaks into pieces, I know that someday and somehow,

someone would fix it, glue it and assemble it back together

Because I know that I am still alive

And with this life, I will continue to breathe

I will Exhale honor

and I will Inhale power.

^^